Saat ini…

Menjadi sebuah cerita yang terluka, tanpa rasa, entah apa yang tersisa Terbelenggu tuntuan tanpa tujuan, hanya sekedar kebutuhan Bukan penyesalan, hanya keresahan yang terus terulang Menggapai harapan perubahan, namun sadar bahwa percuma Duduk, diam, menangis, sedih, lalu tersenyum menahan diri Mengulang hari dengan kesadaran, kesyukuran dan kepasrahan diri Kadang mengeluarkan emosi namun tetap tak berarti…

Can’t run

I’m in the middle of crisis. My mind went chaos, and my head, heart were hurt. Someplace in my brain speak that this moment is not me, myself, not the world that I want. I remember to usually love challenge. But this time felt different. I miss my time. As super ‘introvert’ person. This is…

Be a real human being?

Starting something and accepting what has happened are two things that are not easy to do. Being human requires you to keep learning. Not only learning knowledge, but also learning how to be a real human being. What does real human mean? when talking about being a real human, it means talking about a human…

When the Moon Shine Over Me

My sense can’t compared to my critical thinking about life… When my social life is not healthy as it should be, I desired to bury myself on my perfect realization that I’m still life with unknown future. I never argue when it comes to my personality before. I’m a person with kind heart, I believe……

Erratic story for today

A time that feels normal at first I realized is something I can’t prevent I’m at my limit a mere expression, is an overflow of requests about me who need help I live with a smile and laughter, but I don’t know where my heart is struggling can I enjoy my life without thinking that…

Life is not easy

The beginning of this day felt heavier than usual, found myself looking at my ceiling with uncertainty. Maybe today is the day I find a little happiness in my journey Hope and excitement I had before was long gone But I still believe and try to trust myself, That I could go through everything It’s…

I wish…

When the person I admire stay true to his way and gain an achievement, yet I’m here lost my way and gain nothing… It’s been a while. I don’t remember the last time I write. My life has never gotten a turning point since last year. Every day just seems so boring yet had many…

Lost

I have written my worries, and you delete it at once lost and not coming back now I know that I doubt worried and get lost i miss my time… and now i’m scared

Me, this morning

It’s been a while since the last time I wrote on this page. Usually I write poem, quote or something about my favorites. This time I’ll share my experience this morning. This morning, I almost had an accident. My motorcycle almost crash. It’s because I almost late for my work and I knew it was…

The Edge

I’m on my edgeBetween Black and White, I choose to be darkness among my own lightStay true to my shady soulAt least I knew I had emotion all along. ~Ainisky~